Scars

What is this?

This feeling in my heart,

My body and my soul?

Where did this come from.

Oh yeah.

I know,

it's because I feel the need to care for you.

I have ALWAYS cared for you that's why I disappeared...

You found a guy who "took care of you." 

I knew it was an act, he was like the others in it for themselves.

He would make you fall then add another scar on your heart.

You aren't scarred??

Don't lie to yourself.

I know what a scarred heart and soul look like.

I have so many scars that I make Scarface look normal.

But guess what?

I am learning to heal my scars.

I could try and help you too.

The jumble in my head

I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know how to fight for you.
Hell, I don't even know if you want me.
I know what I want.
I want you.
but right now.
That doesn't matter.
becaucase...
I don't know what you want...

Hope

Hope, it eats away at my insides. It eats away at my heart...
I have come to learn I have to much, hope that is...
To much hope in relationships, to much hope in people...
I want you to know,
I am now losing hope....

Am I wrong?

Waiting, wishing, hoping for you...
There has never been someone like you,
That was a lie.
I'm thinking you are like all the others.
You made me feel something I haven't felt for years.
I guess it was false hope.
Did I do something wrong?

Did I say something wrong?

I guess ill never know but for now,
I feel like I'm wrong.

Life slipped away

Death, its a crazy thing....

We don't think about it 

We don't talk about

And when someone we're close to passes we hate it!

We wish it was us...

But you know what?

I'm done talking.

It hurts to bring back the memories...